~ 12/31/2005 06:52:00 PM ~
Saturday, December 31, 2005
[Happy 2006! =)]
new blog skin for the new upcoming year!!!
hope everyone shun shun li li, kai kai xin xin ok!!!
new yr resolutions... Do WelL for A levelS !!! and hopefully get some As!!!
~ 12/30/2005 07:49:00 PM ~
Friday, December 30, 2005
[finally done!]
oh actually i din expect to blog sooo sooo soo much!!
and all successfully published!!
i wonder if its a gd thing or not.. to blog wad i've juz blogged down...
but oh well! since i've done it.. i beta stop thinking so much...
i mean.. there's no harm in writing down the ppl whom i treasure rite..
anw.. it's juz for this time i guess..
after being inspired by the other blog entries..
anw to read this.. u'd have to start all the way from the bottom "reflections [|]" to the top to read the posts in chronological order..
oh well.. but not many ppl read my blog.. and those ppl tt i've mentioned.. maybe only 1 or 2 will come across these entries..
so erm.. its juz a way of letting myself go and letting u into my mind and heart...
~ 12/30/2005 07:26:00 PM ~
[okok.. juz a few more..]
my wonderful fren... yAm yeo!!
i really really love u k!!!
though u are always trying to be an irritant and always wanting Ur way.. and only agree to watch movies at PrinCess....
but i still love u so!!!
is yam a gd girl??? nahZ... she's too much of goodie-2-shoes or so i juz found out.. since u actually did post tt letter to ur teacher... (but it was also under my encouragement..) hahaz..
yam's nice.. she invites me to dinner at her house..
she doesnt noe i like her granny's home cooked food... as im sick of eating da bao food...
but she noes i hate going to her house when some of her family members are there.. especially when her cousins and aunties are around...
but she still invites me anw.. and i still go sometimes...
-_-"
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also i shall ashamed to admit this no more...
i have a monkey at home..
and I LOVE MY MONKEY - mengmeng..
oddly but most truely... mengmeng has been the bridge of most of the interactions i have with my dad, mum and bro...
he's my bestest best baby!! muAh!!
say im childish or wadeva u will.. but i'll still love meng foreva and eva!!
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lastly, i actually find myself treasuring my brother more than i used too..
i think i din at all in the past...
but recently i'm like thinking where he is when he's not at home and im home alone..
cuz then i wouldnt have anyone to kachiao or play with every 10 mins when im bored with wadeva im doing...
or maybe cuz he acts more like a brother this holiday...
~ 12/30/2005 07:06:00 PM ~
for my year, i'd like to thank mabu, siying, twins and huisin..
mabu - the man... used to be my sports kakie in sec3 and 4.. bball, soccer, wadsoeva.. all on! she's clever and does almost all hw way b4 time which is gd.. cuz i get to copy... and always willing to teach or ans my qns when i cant do maths, chem, phy or wadeva.. though she's not one tt can go into super personal girly stuff (or can u? muahaha!) she's still cOoL and fun to hang ard with..
sy - the mix up and my ex "penpal" hahaz..... sometimes blur.. but sometimes like know it all (esp when it comes to singers, fei wen, nice drama shows and songs) is someone who u can really crap with or talk to.. serious or non serious... a rather independent girl i would say for someone blur like her.. always having to leave early cuz of parental restrictions.. and a WOAH writer..
twins - they are diff.. but yet similar.. i also dunno how to say... they're really really nice ppl who would nv let one be in an awkward position.. i guess the cool thing bout being twins is tt u'd always have someone u can count on by ur side.. i've seen them change like.. extreme makeover since sec1 to jc... i can say tt they've become much more open and mature... i like talkin to them.. =))
huisin - my best pal in lower sec.. can talk about almost anything under the sun... have been a great fren and support to me as well.. thankz man!
~ 12/30/2005 06:37:00 PM ~
[give a little thanks...]
yes.. im gonna do it.. erm gonna write wad i really feel... though i havent said this to anyone i guess.. and im gonna be honest about it.. i hope i dun offend anyone for my honestly...
well.. 1stly.. i really wanna say that my dhs seniors are the best buncha seniors i've eva known.. not like i do talk to u all alot now since we're in different schs.. and ur out of sch le..
but i'd like to thank you guys for being great support to me when u know im in need..
although we're juz one yr difference in age.. u peeps are so much more mature than me..
in actions and in thinking...
charissa - the one whom i used to fite like hell in lower sec.. ur still a bIG buLLy... and i used to think u dun care.. like pushing ppl into the pool even when their hps are in their pockets..
but i've realised tt u are actually one of the most caring seniors... like waiting for me at the bus stop so i wont get lost.. (yesterday.. but of cuz tt is juz a little of wad u actually do and show)
yt - the easy target to bully yet eva so forgiving and pleasant.. nv seems to get angry literally and a funny girl who doesnt mind acting way spaS!! hahz
chong - a motherly figure who looks after all us kids during our dunman yrs... though i also nv talk to her alot alot.. but chong, ur the best at encouraging and motivating and consoling le... it's like u can wu shi wu ke juz tell her about ur problem, and she'll be right there to support u.. though not physically for me.. but mentally and spiritually.. she juz did so few months back to encourage me about promos.. when i lost all faith in passing.. and guess wad.. i did get promoted!
sc - da tou! we've not been exactly close close.. but the feeling with u is warmth as well... caring and thoughtful.. thankz for watching on me while i slided down tt dreadful iceberg... while the others juz swam away leaving me up there alone!! =))
to conclude.. u all are a bunch of analytical peeps.. in a gd way.. like always thinking of others as well.. matured and talk sense!!! ya.. like.. cuz im senseless wan la.. so w/o u guys watching out for me... i'd probably wouldnt be half the person i am now..
so million thankz!!
~ 12/30/2005 06:33:00 PM ~
hmm.. for once.. i'd like to say sth which i didnt think i would..
tt's if blogger allows me too..
since it seems tt it'll go error again...
~ 12/30/2005 06:10:00 PM ~
[still reflecting... [|||]]
to be honest for once...
( not tt i lied)..
but i hope to oneday blog about my REAL feelings.. and thoughts.. like other bloggers..
but i cant.. cuz i dun dare...
im afraid to offend ppl.. or tt others may see me as a hypocrite or wadeva..
i cant say i dislike so and so.. unless its a known fact.. (e.g. sunbin)
and i'd like to admit about some things.. but i dun..
maybe it's my pride.. or i juz wan face..
pretending to be strong like "i'm always right" and i dun regret my choice...
maybe i should step out of my box..
be open..
and stop hiding behind some stupid facade ( which isnt anything great to begin with)
how do [they] manage to actually blog the exact thoughts and feelings [they] have??
i think it's very couragous.. to be honest to urself and on the internet.. especially when blogs allow no privacy...
~ 12/30/2005 05:42:00 PM ~
[still reflecting... [||]]
i continued trying to study physics after lunch..
tt was about 3 plus..
but after awhile.. i couldnt take it...
not on-ing the com
so i did...
and as usual again.. even with nth to do..
not chatting on msn...
i can still stay online for like hours.. it's going to 6 already..
my physics notes are still lying on the table juz beside me waiting for me to erm.. ( wadeva )
anw during these 3 hours which passed in a blink of an eye..
i have been out and about reading blogs..
while i have been "hooked" onto some...
others juz dun even make me wanna get started...
well.. tt's besides the point..
those which made me read on were posts which sounded like novels..
hmm.. maybe not..
documentaries??
ok.. bad description..
anw y i found some blogs nice to read was becuz :
1) good language.. (ok maybe not to u, but my english is lan can.. my standard is like pri sch standard... so when the writers use sec standard vocabs.. i'm rather awed by them..)
2) meaningful.. ( questions about life.. reality checkS )
3) the main factor - honesty
~ 12/30/2005 05:31:00 PM ~
once again.. i woke up only in the afternoon.. having my entire morning gone..
this has been happening for the past week and daddy says i have to stop sleeping late and tune back my biological clock so tt i can be in time for sch when it reopens...
honestly.. im not looking forward to that day...
y? cuz i have r ppr...
i wonder how many ppl feel the same as i do..
not cuz of r ppr but other factors..
such as erm...
not having completed hw and in turn, probably the fear of getting screwed by teachers...
especially HWK so i've heard he's still taking us next yr...
while the other subs teachers have changed..
or those who remain... we normally already dun do their hw... as in Mr Beetmas case...
or maybe for the yr1s coming in...
the fear of new environment and making new friends.. blahblahblah...
i tot i've recovered from yesterday's mess...
but i guess something is still bothering me..
something... i wish i could define it..
but i nv seem to do..
my mind's always filled with loads of thoughts...
non constructive ones i would say...
y do i get distracted and affected so earily?
maybe cuz im still in the state of mentally unstable tt almost every single comment (be it gd or bad) can affect my mood right away as well...
one example is like dad's nagging...
after hearing it day aft day.. i can still live with it normally.. though i get irritated..
but today, he juz merely said the same things as usual..
and tears juz automatically roll down...
y???
y y y...
i dun understand myself and i dunno what i wan...
~ 12/30/2005 02:57:00 PM ~
Some pics which i wanted to post yesterday but didn't cuz of some reasons... anw.. cooL shot taken by YT.. angle - ok... got everybody in - good.. made da tou's tou looked the least DA - puurrrrfffectt !!!!! hahah
~ 12/30/2005 02:55:00 PM ~
da tou's head is SoOOo Big tt it couldn't fit into the shoT!!
~ 12/30/2005 02:53:00 PM ~
SupEr GooglE woMan who has juz put on her googles, lookin' as spas as usual...
~ 12/30/2005 02:50:00 PM ~
i love yt! and yt loves me too! (i wonder...) -_-"
~ 12/30/2005 02:48:00 PM ~
thE haNg ouTs at AQuApARk...
~ 12/30/2005 12:28:00 AM ~
haiz... i really wanna blog about all those... and even add in some of the pics we took...
but unfortunately.. the programme to add pics in aint working...
well.. tt's not the point anw...
point is.. i suCK...
so i cant blog about all those things i wanna blog abouT!
(seems like i did though didnt i? but i din..!!!)
i'm feeling crappy and lousy...
i'm disgusted with the way i handle things..
it's juz v v v v v v v v v v v v vv v v vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv BAD rite...????????
shhh!!! shuDDuP! i dun need an ans from u, U , U or U!!!
cuz i noe the god damn ans is YES... yes... not 93.3 K!
(omg.. cant believe i still can try to be lame at such a time...)
well.. tt aint funny...
haiz..
oh well..
point is...
i SUX...
and i hate myself..
cant do nothing bout it...
*siGhz~*
lynne, stop being such a morron... if it's not irritating others..
it's irritating yourself...
GET A LIFE LA....
~ 12/30/2005 12:07:00 AM ~
[ai shen tan qi ... hai!]
haiz..
i want to blog about the fun time i had today at aquapark at ecp with a wonderful bunch of friends... (u guys noe who u are)
haiz..
and i want to blog about how i conquered the aviva iceberg..
though i slipped and fell...and hurt myself..
but still went up the top again and this time slided down all the way from the tip...
for that.. i'd like to give props to me..
haiz...
i also want to blog about how i finally managing to climb up the orbit without crs or the lifeguard's help..i'd love to give props to me for tt as well..
haiz...
i wanna write about how fun jumping on the trampoline was..
as well as being able to crawl over to the white section successfully and even being able to stay on even when yt and crs both tried to bouce me off at the same time..
haiz...
i also wanna blog bout how i made myself do the moonwalk trice and with improved distance each attempt..
last but not least..
wanna thankz these great bunch of frens for giving me such a wonderful time...
and a nice dinner too...
would also hope tt buz will be okay asap.. (got cut much worst then me)
and tt hs din soil her new and expensive *ahem*
~ 12/27/2005 10:30:00 PM ~
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
[3 hanG ouTs witH my BrO ????]
i did sth which stunned myself yesterday evening...
i "wenT ouT" 3 times with casey!!!
alrite.. so.. casey is my brother.. so my "outings" with him would probably be considered normal by every normal family being...
however, sadly to say..
that i dun share tt special bond with him like most siblings do..
(and im rather jealous about those who do... but oh well.. welCome to MY liFe man... hahaha!!)
it all started from dinner...
usually daddy would dabao for me..
but since daddy and mummy were away, casey helped me settle my meals..
(if not i'll juz snack on bread and biscuits and chocolate or wadeva i can find at home)
so as usual he'd ask wad i wan to eat..
i couldnt decide.. i din wanna eat cai fan again.. so i suggest pizza... or macs..
but he no $$ ... -_-"
so he suggested hokkien mee.. den i ok loh...
before he left home, he (unusually) asked if i wan to go buy with him...
stunned for a moment.. pondering y the sudden difference... i said "ok"...
we ended up eating at the coffee shop...
1st time can...
or rather i cant think of any similar incidence...
other than eating at coffee shops with him
pluz mum and dad...
got home after tt... i wanted to get back to my physic notes..
but.. hey! i juz got back from dinner.. i shd rest rite!??
so... automatically like always.. my finger clicked the main power and pressed the ON button on the CPU.. haha
moments later, casey came by my room and told me he was going to fetch daddy and mummy...
den he popped the qns again... "wanna come?"
oppsie.. haven touched my physics at all..
but.. hey man.. haven seen dad and mum for 2 days?
not like's its a great deal or wad.. but..
i agreed???
so there.. our 2nd journey...all the way to harbourfront..
after we returned.. i swore i gotta start on physics..
but i decided to watch some tv 1st.. no harm done rite..??
continued....
~ 12/27/2005 04:38:00 PM ~
[3 hanG ouTs witH my BrO ????]
and there goes casey with the 3rd and most shocking qns...
"wanna go sups? with ian and emily.."
and im like..HUH??? ur asking me out again???!?! with "his friends"!??
hmm.. but their "my friends" too la huh..?
thus i decided to give sups a go..
heheeh >.<
went to kallang KFC... which closed at 11 ++..
den we moved over to the 24 hour Mac juz opposite to continue our bridge..
and which meant more food... =.=
we left b4 2.. (omg.. so late.. there goes physics man.. and i can juz imagine myself juz crying on the 1st day of sch when i sit in the LT staring blankly at the ppr infront of me.. )
well anw, the ride home was like.. ....
2 CoCkstErs playing on the road while dRiving????!! ....
and casey turned BananaS when he made a wrong turn ( road is left.. but he turned right)
with ian followingly blindly behind...
wad an ass.. laughing like a lunatic...
so i asked.. wad so funny?!?!?!
and he was like.. "2 cars reversing at the same time!!!"
hmm.. dunno much bout driving rules and stuff... so i assume tt having 2 cars going the wrong way means sth??? like erm..2 STUPID COcKS...?
somebody enlighten me man...
for the rest journey..
the 2 BILS were fLAshINg each other.. on both main roads and small allys..
no shame lehz.. tsK!
i think if daddy were there.. casey would live to see the daylite no more..
~ 12/27/2005 04:37:00 PM ~
hi im trying to see if this bloody thing will expire...
~ 12/27/2005 01:28:00 PM ~
人群里面那个我 把幸福遗落 那曾经走过的路口 我停了你却走 我想捂住我的耳朵 听不见你说 爱就在此刻 松手分手放手 我猜不透 不猜透 和你背对背的走 原来怪我没有 没有爱情的天分 你才要走 我想要学会自我催眠 痛觉会少一点 潜意识作祟 想着想到失眠 我躺在没有你的房间 寂寞更加明显 我渐渐的自我催眠 却回不到从前 等着红灯那个我 还会向前走 也许那幸福的执着 在下一个路口 专属铃声我还留着 却静静沉默 在我们之间 爱了放了散了 我会不说 不想说 怕说了也没有用 现在我的幽默 只是掩饰着心痛 我的难过 我想要学会自我催眠 痛觉会少一些 潜意识作祟 想着想到失眠 我躺在没有你的房间 寂寞更加明显 我渐渐的自我催眠 却回不到从前 我想要学会自我催眠 聪明再多一些 潜意识作祟 想着想到失眠 我走在没有你的世界 却走不到永远 我渐渐的自我催眠 慢慢闭上双眼
~ 12/25/2005 05:50:00 PM ~
Sunday, December 25, 2005
[MeRry ChrisTmAs]
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
went to yt's house yesterday evening..
played some bball..
**SsshioKk**
i haven't laid my hands on a bball for reEaaLL long le..
and to finally get to play it with a great bunch of friends..
i'm Lovin' it man!!!!
wheee....=))
went back to yt's house juz b4 12 midnite..
man we missed the countdown!!!
so i made some of them countdown from 10 and den started wishing everyone "mERRY chRISTMAs!!"
haah.. =D !
we exchanged our gifts.. and had champagne... was tt it?
hahaz..
erm.. den took photos... lots and lots of them.. =) as u will see later...but of cuz i nv post all la..
twins, mab and hs mahjonged throughout the nite..
while me, crs, cl, cl, sc watched "Long time dead"...
hey man.. it wasnt THAT scary as u all said it would be..
oh.. and i did watch it la.. juz tt i forgot mah!
yay lynne ur getting braver!! wasnt scary rite! yes! ahah
anw Merry Xmas to aLL....
tml no more xmas le...
but new yr's coming in a week!!
tt's erm.. TERRIBLE NEWS FOR ME...
i need to start pia-ing physics!!
i dun wanna die on the 1st day of sch when i retake my exam!!! boohoo!! =((
GO LYNNE!!!
~ 12/25/2005 05:27:00 PM ~
MeRRy ChriStMas!!!! ChEeRs evEryoNE!!! =))
~ 12/25/2005 05:27:00 PM ~
the SACRIFICE.......kill the pig kill the pig!!!
~ 12/25/2005 05:26:00 PM ~
YaAaaaaMmmmMm ......... ssSeeeNnGg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~ 12/25/2005 05:25:00 PM ~
when we are all ok in the picture.. crs juz has to make a mashi maro ghost appear... alrite.. it's my laggy cam hp la!! u need to pose for like 30 secs for each pic lidat la...
~ 12/25/2005 05:25:00 PM ~
the piggy photo with and extra orange to help constipation???
~ 12/25/2005 05:22:00 PM ~
anybody wanna bowl the koala pins??? they are imported from australia with courtesy of maBU
~ 12/25/2005 05:21:00 PM ~
look at my tiles.. 1234... 689, 689, 689... wonderFUl...
~ 12/25/2005 05:19:00 PM ~
good.. a cooperative photo we got here... finally...
~ 12/25/2005 05:19:00 PM ~
heady!! y u close ur eyes!!! crs!!! ur face is blur la!! see la.. keep moving...
~ 12/25/2005 05:17:00 PM ~
im trying to act cute... but i juz cant... cuz look cute already.. but here's wad u get when u try to act cute.. (hint hint : stares from regina..)
~ 12/25/2005 04:42:00 PM ~
went to twinies' house to "study" physics...
congrats to me can??
at least i did 1 chap of gravitation!!!
which is like.. though one of the shortest.. but hardest topic!!
man.. but if u ask me anything thing about it...
i dunno!!!!
i juz copy blindly !!!
hmm.. let me test myself..
escape speed of a satellite = square root (2GM/R) ?
opps.. is Greater or equal to..
F= GMm/r^2
grav. field strenght : g=F/m= GM/r^2 , r>/= R
grav. potential : fai = - GM/r , r>/=R
W = change in potential
grav. potential energy : U = fai(m) = -GMm/r
~ 12/25/2005 04:40:00 PM ~
rach pretending to be an eskimo?? (total failure ok!) and me with her pup!... these pictures were taken to emphasize my closeness to the ceiling.. im lying on the highest point of their room!!
~ 12/25/2005 04:36:00 PM ~
doing tt stupid roller thingy... which is so damn hard!!!
~ 12/25/2005 04:35:00 PM ~
rachel's doggy loves me more than her! haha!
~ 12/25/2005 04:07:00 PM ~
[Vjc ChaleT from 21-23 Dec 05]
1st vj chalet as an official victorian...
erm.. lidat loh.. hahaz...
tanah merah is a nice place..
the chalet is clean..
the environment is nice...
the rooms are cozy..
the toilets are not scary at all..
other than the lizards..
everything was mostly cool...
they even had karaoke set can!!!!
juz tt we din bring any music videos or karaoke cds!!!
DAmn! wasTEd....
chalet wasnt much fun or anything..
din do much den eat, watch tv, play mahjong and cards...
only stayed for a day... and left the nx morning...
met yt chong cl sy pr sc for kbox at cine...
erm.. the kboxing session was okay la..
enjoyed singing...
but not high enough... u all nv stand with me and yt or sy!!
haiyoyo....
but also too many ppl and the hours was too short also la...
after tt met jb to catch narnia at shaws..
the rest of the evening was spent strolling round.. thinking of wad to do..
in the end...
ended up at ecp...
~ 12/25/2005 04:03:00 PM ~
Tanah Merah Safra National Service Chalet! nice hor the view!!
~ 12/25/2005 04:03:00 PM ~
yy me gina pam
~ 12/25/2005 04:03:00 PM ~
4 slping beauties! DUN U DARE DENY! muahah!!!!
~ 12/25/2005 04:00:00 PM ~
SpasTic me in a toilet erm.. "cubical??" or changing room?? i dunno.. all there was in it was juz tt bench!
~ 12/25/2005 04:00:00 PM ~
in the buggy... kexin, me, gina... so tempted to drive it!!!
~ 12/25/2005 03:59:00 PM ~
there were like hundreds of millipedes eVEryWheRE.....
~ 12/25/2005 03:34:00 PM ~
last suNday was a rushing busy day for me...
in the morning.. i met huisin to go buy presents for our mortals..
it turned out to be tt i was huisin's mortal!!! (only realised it today)
man she got me trickEd!!!
but she nv buy wad i wanted leh... ahahz..
but i still like the piggy and cow still!!!
thankz gaL!!! =)
i bot a little angel doggy and photo frame for rachel...
man i think i dunno how to choose presents which can look more ex than they cost..
cuz my doggy doesnt look as ex as it does!!!
den yesteday when everybody opened presents.. it was like.. man.. her pressie is small small!!!sry rachel!!! i feel bad!!!
anw after shopping at taka..
me and huisin rushed down to suntec to meet yanmin and the rest for class lunch..
stuff ourselves with the xmas pizza special..
which wasnt very especially nice..
i would have preferred normal hawaiien...
hahaz..
stayed there for about 1 hour plus only..
cuz i had to rush for fengshan cc nexT!!!
ended up late..
but actually while msging wara.. whom sounded she'd be earlier than me...
i met her on the bus.. with the rest of the guys... -O-
after guitar, which din like exactly learn much.. except the chords for "happy birthday" song...
went to bedok to collect my new specs!
after tt suppose to watch movie with nic...
budden there was some soccer finals..
so movie was cancelled..
i was so bored not rushing for anything aft tt..
in the end last min decision..
jb agreed to go east coast to blade...
but din.. -_-"
~ 12/25/2005 03:32:00 PM ~
Sy, Me, Pei Ni
~ 12/25/2005 03:32:00 PM ~
nice potted cream and ketchup lettuce sprinkled with cheese snowflakes... a delightful christmas dish... =)
~ 12/25/2005 03:32:00 PM ~
Hs, jeanette, Ym
~ 12/25/2005 03:29:00 PM ~
somE girLs froM 4B
~ 12/25/2005 02:54:00 PM ~
hmmm... when will we meet up again???
